August 25, 2009

i remember...

one night...
i had nothing to do.
so i opened up my YM account and look for somebody to talk to.

i looked up and saw that my OLD friends, i mean ALL of them was ONLINE.

i didn't hit 'em up. Thinking about of all the things that happened.

after a while, one of them invited me to a conference chat.
since i'm pretty bored, i hit it them Voila! ALL of them was there.

saying "missed" to everyone... and everything.

then i felt strange, vague actually.

knowing that they're my longest and BESTEST friends SO FAR.

neither the two, i felt alone, almost out of place too.

that something is missing.

or

there's a GAP between.

maybe it was destined to be somewhat like that.

changing for the better is GOOD... but still being like them, missed.

i really don't like the fact that OUR group BEFORE was blabbered as a BITCHY FRIENDS, SLUT, WHORE, PIMP*coz we have a guy friend in that circle*, Shitty.... or whatever foul and BAD cliques a world can ever have.

i just realized that when i tooked a step away from them.

i don't want to hurt their feelings but i know that it is the best for me.

can't blame them if they're still the same, since they're the only friends hanging out looking for cute boys and everything...


the best part that i've missed is...

LAUGHING HARD THEN FORGOT WHAT THE TOPIC WAS.


yeah, some GOOD OLD TIMES.

Oh well....


too much of drama..

LIFE GOES ON.


be happy :)


xoxo,
B

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