August 12, 2009

mixed-emotions DAY TOOOODAAYY :))

first thing in the morning.. i was half surprised by our professor being late and NOT-ABSENT.
its been weeks since he met us in the classroom..lecturing blah blah whatsoever.
Then i remembered, "oh..linggo ng wika pla ngayon..he is a must in every sectiong he'd handling today to explain everything about the event...etc etc etc."
then out of nowhere..
there goes the unity problem with our class again. He asked everyone if something's wrong with us.
Then someone talked about my fight w/ our other blockmate...but not literraly she'd mentioned US.

then i was like... " tatapusin ko n ba to or what? papalagpasin ko nlng ba yung mga ginawa niya or not? will i keep my pride high or i'll bring it down etc etc.."
then it got to the point when SIR BOBET...asking...like for this is the last time he'll asked..if who have misunderstandings with the class..

i was half in awake when i raised my hand... and said that P******** N****** and me is on a misunderstanding moments.

Okay. this may sounds bad but. SHE REALLY MISUNDERSTOOD ALOT. She always thinks that my life revolved around her.. thinking that every word i said was for her even if its not.

then the OH-SO-MATAPANG girl was being so sweet and bubbly when BOBET talked to her.. we were like on fire when we see that... she was like an angel talking over demons heart so just solve her name out of the problem.
Ofcourse hindi namin pinalagpas yun... my friend.. HEIDE was the one who speaks out on what's her problem.. i only watch her face while heidi was talking in the class. While watching her... i was mystefied that SHE DOESN'T REALLY LISTEN AT ALL... opening up the bible just to make her busy... talking to her seatmate whatsoever. then i got so mad... i spoke.. about her respect to someone...clearing the issues...clearing on what she'd said... blah blah... and SAYING THE TRUE STORY BEHIND ALL THOSE SAYINGS SHE'D SAID IN THE FIRST PLACE.

then it got so hot..heidi and HER was like shouting at each other blah blah.. so i got to cool down heidi in order to be calm and not to cause any trouble at all.

by that time, i really don't want to speak because of her lack of respect to someone talking..EVEN THE TEACHER, she's not listening while BOBET was talking in front... making all those gestures that SHE SAID SHE'S NOT REALLY GOOD AT IT..But heck, i look at her and she's like this and that making irap irap blah blah.. not listening... unconsiously reading the bible ETC ETC! she really pissed me off. RESPECT is her number one priority today!!!

the class ended HANGGED the topic..while we forset in the next class..which is bible study.

no drama intended,,, just reflecting on the bible.. in the first books of the NT.. etc etc.


by that time.. i was thinking of rekindling the friendship or maybe forgiving her... saying sorry if she'd misunderstood.

BUT I INSIST. i really need to focus first on the BIBLE.

so tendency was...

nothing.

nothing happened.
for real.

LONG BREAK... EAT... SO FREAKING HOT... BUY MY JOGGING PANTS... FREAKING HOT...


PE time..
Cheering practices.
more of cheering practices...but the drama goes on after the class..


She's like a flick...yknow? in just one flick..changing minds..GIRLS GIRLS GIRLS ... :)

then her friend called us... saying she's making sorry na daw.
but due to being so busy dressing up.. coz were like so perspired na.
nakulangan time.
so ayon tendency..sa tapas ng CR nagsorry-han.

Ang hindi ko lang nmn gusto is yung puro xa kwento ng kwento sa buhay niya.

I KEPT ON TELLING HER THAT WE DON'T NEED HER EXPLANATIONS... WE JUST NEED ONE GOOD REASON WHY DID SHE DO THAT AND WHAT WAS THE TRIGGER SO THAT WE MAY SAY SORRY FOR THE TRIGGER AND FORGET ALL THE FUSS.
then i really hoped that she understood what i've said.
FINALLY, she apologied to us... and we say sorry ofcourse..and make hugs hugs hugs.

THEN HAPPY AGAIN.

one thorn down..three to go.AHAHAHAHAH :)))


after class...after school.
i got so tired i didn't want to go to the gym anymore... i was planning to go to the gym kasi eh.
them my HONEY make sundo me to the school. Ohh. so sweet, so sweet that i wanted to stop the time and cherish those moments when were in GOOD SOUL, GOOD MIND, and GOOD MOOD. :))

its like were livign in love and laughter falling deeper everyday.

"I'LL STOP THE WORL AND MELT WITH YOU.... " :))


not i'm really sure that 2009 is my year.

full of mischives but HELL FUN :)
i wished this could be forever! :))

I love people around me :))

Its like i'm the luckiest girl in the world.

GOOD TERMS WITH THE PARENTS .... CHECKED!
GOOD TERMS WITH THE BF.... REALLY CHECKED!!!
GOOD TERMS WITH LOST FRIENDSHIP... RECENTLY CHECKED!
GOOD TERMS WITH GOD... CHECKED!!!


too bad that my OLD fellas was still out there mangling with their own family problems and i'm not really there to comfort them.
Coz the issue was still a case unclosed because of my stupid cousin! :))

Kidd kiddo!


i'm going to make sure that that will be over...i promised. :)))



Oh well... i need to sleep now.
Lots to do tomorrow.

Till next time :))

BTW, i'll start blogging na here..
MULTIPLY'S BLOG IS A MESS. :))



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1 comment:

Kyle Garcia said...

Hey Bea! Jag here.

Drop by my blog some time, a'ight? TC! ^_^

http://myfauxpax.blogspot.com